ok so yea dude christmas is like so freakin awesome.. but for some reason this year im not feelin the spirit like i used to .. sure hope this doesnt mean im turning into one of those teenagers who are to to be silly and sing a few christmas songs with their family and friends, but im lookin forward to the season, and i think my friends might come down and visit me while im in LA .. dude how awesome would that be... oh and dude i so want a DELL-pod ... yes yes not an I-pod hahahaha its cheaper and it holds 9,000 songs, dude who the heck has 9,000 songs... hopefuly i will............. ok and dude i try not to talk about girls in here, but let me give you the run down, ive decided that it might be best for me not to date in highschool anymore and jsut have fun with the homies and stuff, but dude im tellin you i met like one of the most awesomist gals in the world the other night, and like we are so into the same things and man, she just was one of those people you could look at forever and not get board, and when i talked to her she totaly stayed tunned to me the whole time and she looked so freakin deep into my eyes and it almost felt as if i were doin something wrong or something completly right , man this gal rocked so hard, i told her that i get crap sometimes about wearing girl pants and she was like, dude thats so freakin awesome one of, dont you get scared that whoever you marry you will have to wake up every morning to that face, and with this gal .. i was thinkin and i was like i so could...dude  when i decided to get serious with a gal i hope that shes as cool as her (sigh).......... and of course this gal is in college and a few years older than me and she doesnt live in sac anymore.... i have a small chance right??!!..... only in my dreams..hhaa ill keep dreamin 8)